everyone had at least once throughout their life, stumbled down and everything seemed to pull you down even deeper with the presence of attempt getting up. so. did. i. in the fcking fact, i had gone through it, a lot; fcking loads. until, when i previously stumbled, i finally said to myself "bitch, you had enough. this. is. too. much. just stay falling. just fuckin fall." there, was my limit, back then. i didn't think by trying hard to get up would fckin help me to heal. so, instead of trying to be on my feet, i let myself fell. i am now okay; well, at least, that is what i think and believe in (or what i choose to believe in). why? why do we need someone else to validate whether or not that we are fine? it is fuckin okay even when there is nobody; just no fuckin one to held their hands toward you. besides, how sure we are those hands are gonna pull us to stand up or worse case; they push.
get your dirty hands away. this toxin creature does not need such fraudulent.
so goodbye now.
and.
forever.
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